OBC

A couple of years ago, my ex introduced me to this web-site for casual dating only. So, I have been flirting with the idea of going on there and finding me a piece, but every man on there looks like a pervert. And lust is just oozing out of the pictures. Some of the pictures are so funny. I haven't had sex with another human being in 30 months, and some times I feel the urge, but when I think about all of the risk, I usually just hook myself up and wait for the next urge, next month. I will be moving to warmer weather and bluer skies. As soon as I get my paper work together. And I have decided this is where we (me and my mini me) are going to settle. I like warm weather, and being near the beach, and being near a major city with all of the conveniences of shopping, and plenty of family and adult fun without having to travel every weekend. And honestly if I am going to start dating again, I need to be in a place where I have a pool to choose from. I am sure Mr. Right is going to have to find me, but currently Mr. Right Now will do.  I had an old buddy contact via facebook, he is such a gentleman. I wish he was here on this side of world, that is a guaranteed good time, with no drama, or emotional attachments, and I never felt used afterwards, just satisfied. We spent many a lunch hour just getting it in....such great memories. If he comes to the states this or even next year, I will definitely get that plane ticket to Texas, even though I don't even like Texas at all.

Feeling the urge

Initially, I was not going to write here, there was something urging me to do so.  I thought I would write about my daughter, and how stubborn she has become, wanting to do everything her way. Which I allow her to do until she just gets so frustrated that I help her, even though she always refuses my help at the on set of the activity or task. It is cute now, but I see she is the type that likes to learn from trial and error, that is okay now, but eventually she will have to learn from the experiences of others. She is smart, I am sure that she will catch on fast. I have been thinking about a beach house lately, somewhere I can go in the weekend where Naomi will have room to run around without fear of a vehicular man slaughter. I just want a porch a breeze no near by neighbors, and the sounds of the waves. I think about vacation more than anything else. Nice peace and quiet. I wish that Naomi's father was responsible so I could have a break at least one weekend out of each month. So I could go to the movies or mall without having to either take a day off from work or hire a babysitter. Or even start to date again. Wishful thinking, but I have faith it will all work out. Well. I am tired, and I need to stop looking at this bright screen so that I may be able to get some rest. If the urge to write returns....I will do so.