Hold the bull...please...Give it to me straight

As I am approaching my two year celibacy mark, I am pretty much disgusted by men in general. I am not a homosexual, more like an asexual...lol. I am not interest at ALL. Maybe one day I will be again, but there is always the consequences of my actions that turn me completely off. If I even fantasize, the reality of being a single mom of two, or worse getting a deadly STD, brings me right back to the real world. Sure both can be prevented by using a condom, but I am not going to share myself with anyone that's not willing to stick around. I am just tired of the bullshit, and lies. All for a quick thrill, well with me , as B. B. King put it, the thrill is gone. This cooch is as dry as Sahara Desert.