Over

So this summer I have been having fun. I decided that would get involved in a couple of casual relationships, only to discover that honestly that's not what I want. Today my summer fun was deemed officially over. I returned a gift to the store that I got for Mr. Clean, and I felt sad and upset about it. Sad because of the thought and effort placed to selecting the gift, upset at myself for putting that much effort into buying a gift for someone who could care less. I feel like a fool, because I broke so many of my rules while being involved with Clean, even for that short while but, at least it is over early. I don't know why I am so bothered, it was not that serious. It was the sex, it was just really good and fun, oh well, nothing last forever. And I have my memories....I am still a little sad about it, but I will get over that too.