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So tonight for the first time in at least 18 months I went out with a couple of friends. It was nice to go out with an adult (30 and older) crowd.  My friend insisted on finding me a husband, but I was more than happy with my drink (s) and wings. All I could think about was getting home to my daughter. Plus I am not ready to deal with any man right now, not sure when I will be ready, but I am still not over my daughter's father yet. And I want to be completely over him before I even think about moving on. I don't want the next guy to suffer, because of something he was not involved in. So I enjoyed the music, the company, the drinks, the food, and came home to my parents (who baby sat for me), and my beautiful little girl, with the huge eyes. Even though, things didn't work out with her father and I , I don't regret having her.  Good Night