Proud Mama

Tomorrow is Father's Day, and I have decided that instead of being bitter about my situation, I am going to appreciate my father, and all that he does for the both of us (me and my daughter).  This time last year I was very pregnant and preparing to have a baby shower, now my little girl is trying to walk, she is finally saying "ma ma" daily (and I try to answer her so she understands that's who I am), and she is just growing so fast, I am so happy that I have been given this time by God to spend with her ( I did complain some of the time), it is difficult to explain how much I love her, all of her. She looks so much like her father it is ridiculous, especially when she smiles, and she smiles a lot, and even though some people can, I can't hate him and love all of  her, because he is a part of her  no matter how much he denies it.  It is difficult at times, but I remind myself that she is a product of both of us, she has my big head shape, and attitude, so I am sure we will bump heads in the future (no pun intended), but hopefully by then she will forgive as quickly as I am learning to. I look her every day and I am amazed that she is growing and learning so quickly, on Thursday she was hitting my arm with her little hand, and I told her to stop, and she mimicked me saying stop the best way she could, so I repeated myself for about five times, and she repeated me every time. She loves the ABC song, and the itsy bitsy spider song, and she dances anytime she hears any music. It is all so amazing and cute to me. The other day we were in the car, and she was crying I turned on Bobby Brown, and I am a fan of Bobby Brown's music from the early 90's so of course I was singing along, and she did her little dance, and the tears stopped, all I could do was smile.