Made for this

Tonight my sister in law hosted one of those "toy" parties, and since we are close, I was there to help with the food, and the set-up. It was a good time amongst women, and it made me realize that I had been there, done that, it was nothing new or exciting there for me. I didn't buy anything, because I have all the toys I need, and because I am not having sex at the moment so there is no need to spice up a none existent sex life, plus I know where the shop is in G-town if I should require anything. The food was good, and the drinks were better, but I missed my baby. I am at  home with her all day everyday, and honestly sometimes I want to breathe for an hour or two, but a whole half of day is a long period of time for me. I enjoy seeing her smile, and holding, kissing her, and watching her little moods. I enjoy being a mother, it is not a chore to me and I prayed to God that if He had ever given me the opportunity to have a child I would cherish it, and I do. I love it, she amazes me. She is such a happy little girl unless you don't fed her on time...lol. I was made for this, motherhood is the best thing I have done in my life thus far.  I'm going to kiss my little pee pee pot Good Night, and go to bed.