WTF

You don't know what you've got 'til it's gone.  I am referring to my job, oh I miss it so. I miss my money even more. I miss my king sized bed, my kitchen, my freedom. I feel like the more I sit here, the more I am standing still, not moving forward, not getting on with my (our) lives, and it's not like I am not trying. I apply to job after, job after....waiting for the right opportunity. I have accepted the fact that I am going to have to move again. I don't know where I am going to get the money, but I have faith that once I get on the right path everything will come easily. It's just so frustrating not having a plan or knowing when I will find said path....9 months is a long time, but I can't stop trying, even if I have to cry every now and then, more now than then lately. WTF, smh wtf ;(.